Slacking

Dah hampir separuh bulan Disember berlalu, and my entire half month have been so ...... (out of words). im thankful everyday i woke up alive, breathing, kicking, eating and sleeping. besides going to work, i think thats all ive been doing for the past 2weeks. loser much. i had so much fun last month, went off-road atv riding. i was at my happiest state riding through the jungle up and down the hill. so much fun, how i wish i can do it often. how i wish i can do it now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now now. sigh

sometimes i feel it strange how little things can tickle the hell out of me. i know whats bothering my head right at this moment. its that one little thing, well, the way how it does to my mind body and soul, seems improper to call it 'one little thing' no? i think i shall rename it and from now on, one little thing will be known as *drumrolls* one little elephant. huge and disastrous. but cute.

owh btw i just turned 25 early this month. i feel normal. or precisely, i dont feel anything. and one little elephant has been bothering me since then... i know i must make decision, picking up all the strength, petunjuk and guts(amboi byk perut ko) for this........ praying for the best.

tarabas fight for what he loves. do we really fight for what we love? do u fight for what u love maisarah? do u do u do u do u??